Exploring peace

Over at a letter a week 2013, one of the alphabets for the year has to be about peace. Despite the beauty of the theme, I have been fiddling around trying to work out how to create an alphabet that supports or reflects peace. Dots and colours are so much easier to incorporate!

I have been down, and am still going down, many paths it seems. My first foray led me to an alphabet that might look like it came out of Woodstock and the time of peace, love and happy herbs.  I liked its brightness and bought some rainbow coloured cardboard and planned to stitch it together so it swung in the breeze like peace flags, but then...

I got some words stuck in my head "Peace is flowing like a river..." which is the beginning of a song.  I kept repeating and repeating these words and thought maybe I was supposed to do something with them. So I started thinking watery thoughts and saw fabric and hand stitched letters in my head.  I found some remnants of silk organza and set about changing the colour - using a Payne's Gray acrylic ink I had. They dried very quickly in our heat!  I liked the look of them, but then...

I got distracted further. One of those really hot nights, sleeping intermittently and lightly my mind started wandering around how to make it a weekly activity for me (clearly I am already three weeks behind by this point) and I thought about finding a peace quote each week, printing it onto paper and then writing my letter over the top of it.

I have no examples of this, just the notes to self I quickly wrote down after waking.

I think, just think, I might have fixed on what I need to do.  It will make it a weekly challenge for me as well as link to peace and the struggle for it. I'm just beginning and am hopeful. I'll let you know if it works out or not.

Sometimes it takes several steps this way, then that way and then in a completely different direction to find the right path. I hope I'm on it this time, altho I still quite like the early wanderings as well. Perhaps they will find their way into another piece another time...

Thursday Thoughts...

Our capacity to make peace with another person and with the world depends very much on our capacity to make peace with ourselves. 
Thich Nhat Hanh

I think about this a lot.  It is pretty hard for me to actually, really influence world peace. I'm not in the UN, I'm not a conflict negotiator, I'm not in charge of any armed forces rebel or otherwise; and I'm not running the country. My contributions on a world stage are going to be very very diffuse and small.

So I think about where my sphere of influence is; where can I make a difference; how can I make a difference?

If I start with myself - trying to be more peaceful in my day to day activities, in my interactions and discussions and in my own thoughts. That's a start.

If I can expand this peaceful approach to my family and friends, to my relationships with others I come in contact with, then that helps as well.

If I can share peace through art and creativity, both locally and interwebedly, that also helps.

So I figure if I start with me, then what I bring to other people and other interactions will be better. And who knows how the ripples might flow out across the world?

Peace is every step is another favourite quote of mine by Thich Nhat Hanh, here it is overwritten and overwritten to reinforce its message.  It's luckily also in black and white as Jennifer and Julie continue their monthly colour search beyond the rainbow...

A drift of feathers

A good friend and I often amuse ourselves with dreaming up collective nouns for things.  We both enjoy the real ones - like a business of ferrets, a parliament of owls, a stand of flamingos, a skulk of friars, a wandering of tinkers... but we also then enjoy making up our own.

So we have a slump of teen-age boys, a consolation of social workers, a chapter of writers, and so on. These email exchanges can be highly entertaining (at least to us) and last for days when we get on a roll...

But back to things artistic.

These photos were all taken in New Zealand.  So often on the beaches, there were mounds of driftwood - evidence of the rough seas and the raging winds.  In amongst all these logs and bits of wood I came across feathers. In my mind they became 'a  drift of feathers'.

Black Beauty

Like most of Australia we are sweltering and going thru what can only be called a heatwave.  A very long, dry, hot stretch where the only answer in the afternoons is to stay inside and read.

I had thought about heading to the studio in the shed, but it was too hot - and we had loaned our portable air conditioner to our elderly neighbours as the heat has been really debilitating.  Instead I got to fiddle and prepare some of the materials for a course I am working on called "Black Beauty".

It will be all about exploring the beauty of black backgrounds; and how colours can jump and leap out against them.

My starting point was to just prepare samples.  I have used Arches Velin Black here as the base and just gone thru my pencils, paints, inks and watercolours to see what happens.  Lots of lovely moments!

It intrigues me how well watercolours can show up against black...

I expected the metallic inks would shine and they did in lots of glorious colour.

The gouache also did well - lots of pigment strength I think.

Watercolour pencil also got a go - as pencils and also watered down..

As did plain old Coloured pencils - I do love them so.

And even the cheap pencils I have for when kids are around did a fine job...

It feels good to have  such a set of swatches at my fingertips. I often wish I had something like this at hand; but can rarely be bothered to invest the time it takes to prepare them. I'm glad I did tho!

Thursday Thoughts...

“Emptiness which is conceptually liable to be mistaken for sheer nothingness is in fact the reservoir of infinite possibilities.” 

D.T. Suzuki

He's a wise man Mr Suzuki, and here, he has expressed something that I often worry about, beautifully and wonderfully.

I have a fascination for emptiness, the sense of it, the nature of it and the potential of it.  So often in life, we can be tempted to view things in a deficit manner - that emptiness represents the absence of something, the loss of something. In a way defining it by saying it is the result of something being taken away; that 'it' used to be something before it became empty, and therefore is now lesser as a result

I often think emptiness offers the opportunity for something to happen, to take place, to take root, to begin...

I certainly think emptiness offers the chance to contemplate, to be quiet, to consider and explore. I think it has potential.

This links to my work in the way in which I sometimes fear that my 'less is more' approach may leave me with blank pages.  It's no surprise to anybody who knows me, that my work is spare and uncluttered. I like less, but I am also conscious of the need for the less and its accompanying emptiness to say something, not simply be the absence felt by me leaving things out. I fear things being perceived as lazy or unfinished, when in their spareness they appeal to me.

That's all becoming a bit of a complicated tangle, so perhaps I should simply stop and say "what he said".

The little book that keeps on giving

I got an email in my inbox the other day titled "Sold out!"

It was from Laura at 23 Sandy Gallery in Portland letting me know that she had sold the two copies of A Subversive Stitch that I had sent over, and asking if I had any more to send her.

That was just the loveliest little Christmas present moment for me.

Like the post title says, this little book just seems to keep on giving. I got so much pleasure from making it and photographing all those mad red threads, and then sending it out into the world; it then helped me work out my NY card, which inspired the header over at a letter a week 2013 and now, it is selling in America!

What a generous little book it is indeed.

So late last week I packaged three more copies up and sent them on their way across the Pacific in the hope they'll find new homes.

I stitch up red paper pouches for them...

Still madly in love with those threads...

A potpourri of peace...

The end of last year brought some terrible and difficult times across the world, with much sadness alongside them.  Somehow this just made me feel the need to keep working towards peace and encouraging peace in more and more ways, and so I have come to the view that I am going to focus a bit more on peace in my art this year.

Just before Christmas I wrote these peace pebbles as part of the Christmas Tree Festival at the local Uniting Church. They complemented a tree made by the Christian Meditation group which was all about peace in different languages.

A day or two before Christmas, instead of going for our usual walk, Barry and I got up a ladder and unfurled the peace weathergrams that were still attached to the tree at the top of our drive more than three months after they were first hung.

They are weathered and weathering, and wearing...but their message is enduring.

I have recently had a few different folk (who have just worked out where we live), ask me about the tree and the weather-grams and say how much they love them. It's nice that people notice them as they walk and that they care about them.

The first piece of art I did for the new year was to sit in the studio and working with black paper, write "imagine peace" a few times.

I like these.  The first one uses metallic inks, the second and third are just coloured pencils on different papers.

I'm not sure where they are going, but am just happy to have them about me for now. 

Thursday Thoughts...

"To cross the threshold of a book is to make a journey in total time.  I don't think of reading as leisure time or wasted time and especially not as downtime. The total time of a book is more like uptime than downtime, in the way that salmon swim upstream to get home"

Jeannette Winterson

I was given this wonderful book for Christmas - "Stop what you're doing and read this". It is a series of ten essays by writers such as Ms Winterson, Blake Morrison, Zadie Smith, Mark Haddon and Tim Parks and each of them writes on why books matter, why reading matters and why stories matter. The perfect gift for me.

There are quotes galore to be enjoyed and read out loud throughout the book, but I liked this one for starters.  Here, Jeanette Winterson tries to describe what reading time is - and what it is not. It made me think about how I feel about that time when I am quiet and reading and I totally agree with her - it's not leisure as such, nor is it downtime or wasted time - it is precious time where so many things happen.

Her words made me feel better about my reading time - that something magical and important is happening when I read, I'm not just goofing off and nor should I be viewed as such.

The description of it being more like uptime, like salmon swimming upstream was lovely - important to reach goals, important to get home, clearly actively achieving something.  It feels to me as if she has gone some of the way to describing that special time when we are reading - the way it feels as if we are disconnected from the external world, yet totally connected to the inner world or the world of imagination.  The way time flies and we feel wrenched when we have to give up the book and return to the daily world - I think these are amazing ways to experience time.

Happy New Year!

In between Christmas and New Year Barry and I have been making and writing our New Year cards, a tradition we began together a number of years ago and which still works for us.  Just a short note and quick moment to wish friends and folk we don't stay in touch with much otherwise, health and happiness as they enter another year.

I think I have a record of previous years' cards here and here and here - those since blogging began anyway. Barry has done another beautiful one - over at his blog Rustnstuff.

This year I went for a simple idea - building on the red machine stitching that I did for my book A Subversive Stitch, I sewed the year onto card and then scanned it and printed them onto Bristol board card.

Short, sweet and simple, and reflective of something I have spent time with in the year before.

May 2013 bring us all peace, happiness and quiet fulfilment.  Go well.

2012 favourites

I find the end of the year offers the opportunity and the time to stop and think about the year just past, what has happened, how we made it through and what we made.

The year has had highs and lows, like any year, and less time than I would have liked to just make art; but as I sat and went back thru the things I'd done, I was happy to see that I had managed to make 10 pieces that felt like favourites. In fact it was good to discover there were more than 10 things so I had to choose! It had felt a bit like I hadn't done as much as i had hoped to do, yet once again, the process of stopping and reflecting helped me see that a lot had actually happened in the studio.

As part of my list-loving nature, here are my favourite ten pieces I made this year.  As ever, I can't honestly rank them, so they just get listed alphabetically.

It is an enjoyable process to be reminded of things that have been put away or moved on or headed elsewhere. A bit like re-visiting old friends.

1. A Letter a Week 1 a hanging book of pierced holes. I love the way it falls and its lightness...

2. A Letter a Week 2  the colours, the paper and the dos-a-dos binding just made me feel happy about this wee book...

3. A Subversive Stitch my first edition for BookArtObject this year - I loved the mad red threads and the feminist work that emerged...

4. Bound a book I never thought I would think I liked, but I found it powerful...

5. Emerging from shadow the second collaborative book with Susan, forced to work dark, but ended up in the light...

6. Memory Keepers the third collaboration, and a joyful travel memoir

7. Rusty apple an example of my newly discovered joy of rusting with tea both green and black...

8. Seeking Solitude the first collaborative book - random threads, beautiful words...

9. Snow falling in daylight my second edition for BAO - the elegant simplicity of the embossed snowflakes...

10. The Unbearable Whiteness... a marker of our wet and white summer earlier in the year...

Thanks for wandering a little way down memory lane with me...