I begin by saying thank you to all those who have hung around with me on my blog for so long, and who have persisted in particular over the past months, where the blog has been in a fallow creative time.
Many of you know that my gorgeous mum died unexpectedly in December and I have been struggling to focus, and to settle since. I have hardly dared to create.
In the creative space I have found myself attending a workshop; delivering a workshop; preparing for more; organising events; printing cards; buying more type; cleaning and sorting all my type; helping Barry with name tags and other projects, but I have barely let my head think about "What do I do, what do I make now?"
So I finished sorting my type on Friday. I now have 45 trays of lead type waiting for me to do something with them. It was all organised, sorted and put away, clearing beach top spaces that haven't seen the light of day since mid-December. And then on Saturday I collected five more trays of type and another press which kind of put paid to my senses of task completion; but that is yet another story.
Sunday was the day I said. I will go to the studio and try to do something, anything. I will pick up paper and decide what to do. I will take the first small steps...
And so I did. There wasn't a lot of time in between commitments and appointments, but I made time. A good sign.
And I turned to the gentlest of things -
the techniques I had learned with my friend Gemma back in February last year. And I decide to make some small journals, wiht watercolour covers.
I dreamed up a peace symbol in my head, and was planning to use a variety of colours, when I thought no, go back to nature like Gemma did and choose your palette that way.
There were two tiny violets outside the studio door. Ta-da.
I played with my watercolour pencils to see what matched, and made a selection.
And got down to business - that most popular of adult pastimes these days - I coloured in.
All good so far.
I went and picked a red crucifix orchid flower from the book wall, and decided to keep going.
I used a dinner plate as a template and moved it to create an arch. Hi-tech stuff indeed.
And I made a couple of small books.
And then another one, using some left over printing trials.
They are such small steps, but I feel like I have re-acquainted myself with my studio, with the movements and feeling of making, and my head is almost ready to begin to dream bit bigger.
It is a busy week ahead with delivering work, openings, studio visits, panel presentations and more; but I hope I find somewhere in there a few more minute for making. Thanks for hanging in there.